Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Life On Line show

Life on Line show aka LOLshow
its all about the discussion of the social network nowadays, pros and cons of course, such as twitter, facebook and so on. those social network nowadays is a way for people to shout out information and latest news, but some are using it in a wrong ways. like i, i am using it for chit-chatting with old or new friends. i do need social sites! XD

i found out this show from niki cheong as i followed him in twitter, he is cool guy~ haha


LOLshow episode 11:

this is the online show, from them, John Lim, Niki Cheong, David Lian and David Wang.

http://zineradio.com/lolshow/
the link for the LOLshow sites.



sleek and slim package that is the BlackBerry Curve 9300 3G:

  • 2MP camera with flash
  • GPS
  • WiFi & 3G
  • Optical trackpad + media keys
  • BlackBerry messenger
i wish to win this so much, and i want to present it to my beloved brother as a new year and christmas present! hopefully i can win it!!! XD

and last but not least, merry christmas and happy new year!!

Monday, December 27, 2010

left 4 days for 2010

2010, soon will say goodbye and welcome 2011.

2010, phew... what a dramatic journey i had through out this year. many things happened in my life, my campus life, my love life, friends around me, my part time job, and so on~

2010, campus life of mine, hmmm, caryn left us and went to china for internship, our dance group in a mess. kinda sad, and the dance mates of mine started to make all the nonsense attitude. pissed me off actually, and i have a feeling to just quited and dance on my own. Oh!! and my roommate! i changed a roommate which makes me so in dilemma at first, as the rumors said that he is a very problematic guy, he smoke and play music in the room like no one in his world! but after living with him for 4 months, he is a very kind guy that treat me well~~ even treat me makan! haha. so rumors are always the fake one~ learned a lesson from that!

2010, my love life, a mess lor~ break up lor, gave ppl dumped lor~ and got lots of annoying flies around me! hate it! sad story huh, but nvm, maybe will have another better one waiting for me in front of me, HOPEFULLY! haha XD

2010, friends around me, all the fox tail came out right away when they know i drove my car to campus, so obvious that they just want to use me, haiz.... whatever.... but there are some friends that really care about me, i just noticed that i had abandoned them since i pak tor, this is so wrong, realize that there are still many ppl around cares for me! u suckers, i dun deserve u, i deserve better! (my ex) XD!! i love my best fren ever! Ms Wan Yi!!! haha!! (she will kill me if she saw this!) and i met a best one, a very very very, i mean VERY nice person on earth!!! my SOULMATE, that treat me like a superb!!! i am so touch!! even though we met on net but he is indeed a guy that knows me well, maybe he is the one that used to be my best mate previous life. haha!!! i am so so happy!!!
futhermore, i met my buddy, who is a great person, met the same prob as me, thats y i am his buddy~ haha! so many nice one appeared in my life in a sudden after i break up. my sight on this earth is wider now~ thanks to u! it shows that love is not everything, i still have family and friends that love me so much!!

2010, my part time job, hmmm, many weird weird things happened too~ work as music man as a part time job, first day already being warned by MACP, i am going to be jailed if i played music without any licence!! shit that organizer!! but its an experience, take it as a lesson. (it trilled me for a moment!)

2010..... what a journey, up and down. playing me non stop, but life is like that de la~~ face it bravely, and will see the beauty on the other side! wuhu~~ continue to planning and prepare for my dream ahead! startin little by little!

2010, can i wish something for my coming 2011? i wan a new laptop! pls! XD
i promise i will treat her like my best partner always!! pls pls pls~~ XD

this is my life on 2010. sweet, sour, bitter, spicy, all mixed up. my life is so happening! XD

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

same old me~

hmm.... i tout i grow stronger....
but seems like i still the same old me, waiting for something that is not going to be real...
so naive, tout that the world will treat me nicer, seems like its just my fantasy, my dream...
and i am still stupidly waiting for it....
is a test, hopefully i can get thru this and have a better life!

i wan to do wat i want before i am 28! i wan learn dance, i wan to be air-steward, go get a interior design cert, and travel around the world, taste all the food!! hopefully i can fulfill my dream soon la~~ i think if i pass this test, i might be a very strong and different person!

ganbateh-desune~~~

Friday, October 22, 2010

i just wana be a good fren ma~

aiyoyo~~ now a days a, too good or too kind will be a crime lor~~~
ppl will nvr appreciated what we done good and care for them, but they will even hate us wo~~ and angry us tim....
hmm... what happen to this era a?? the ppl nowadays? mutate dy or wat??
aiyoyo~~~ i just wan to cheer u guys up ma~~~ but manatau become annoyance and even ignore me liao... hmm...
u tout that concern someone is easy ma?? is hard lor~~~ we purposely make ourself worry for u guys, and cheering u guys up!
i am a clown, i will always do anything that can be ,like cheering u guys up de ma~ but now, i get more and more ppl hates me... i wonder y, am i too concern u guys and make u guys feel irritating? hmmm...

just all of all, i just wana be a good fren and a good buddy to u guys only~~~ not going to harm u guys ma~~

Monday, September 27, 2010

there is no more love for me...

drop again and again...
i have no more place for me to land...
no more place that is safe for me anymore...
i dun deserve anything, dun even have the rights to stand up again...

can i know who else i can lay my head on, and cry?
i dun have... i dun have anything now... i am lost... and i am empty...
is all empty now....

ntg left for me anymore....

no more love for me anymore...
i dun deserve it anymore....

Monday, September 20, 2010

恐高症。。

高空弹跳的刺激,
我不想听,
没兴趣冒险的游戏,
当你要请我,
为何轻易答应,
你的语气让我安心。。。

摩天轮上的夜景,
浪漫旋律,
在空中我忘了恐惧,
当你亲吻我,
分散了注意力,
怕高的我看见星星。。。

你让天空失去距离,
我让我离开了质疑,
往上爬的爱情,
告别回忆我在爱着你,
闭上眼睛把你抱紧,
幸福几乎变零距离,
你是我唯一勇敢的原因。。。

往上爬的那阶梯,
我不相信,
可以忘了爬高恐惧,
当你抓紧我,
不停的爬上去,
让我感受天堂空气。。。

你让天空失去距离,
我让我离开了质疑,
往上爬的爱情,
告别回忆我在爱着你,
闭上眼睛把你抱紧,
幸福几乎变零距离,
你是我唯一勇敢的原因。。。

你让天空如此靠近,
也让我掉无底洞里,
往下跌深下去,
只能往回忆里寻找你,
张开眼睛看不见你,
幸福几乎离我远去,
你又让我回去恐高症里。。。

你让天空如此远去,
我让自己不再相信,
怕高也怕爱情,
被你丢弃的心变恐惧。。。

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

i lost to my own tears....

what a failure am i....
own tears also cant handle, how to handle others that i love?

heart so sour and so pain.... when knowing that there is no one in ur family that support and understand what you are thinking....
it makes me feel like i am nothing but a useless person in the world...
i know i am a lazy person but, i do observe things all around me... dun said i never take initiative...
i mention my dreams before, just that u guys never support...

i dun talk much is not that i dun wan to share, is because i am scared i will be being poured cold water again...

today, once again... i kena poured cold water again....
i lost all my control and lose to my own tears... which i hate so much!!!
i never drop a single tear in front of them... but today, i failed....
am i a failure production in this world?