心墙

郭静

心墙

一个人眺望碧海和蓝天

在心里面 那抹灰就淡一些

海豚从眼前飞越

我看见了最阳光的笑脸

好时光都该宝贝 应为有限

我学着不去担心得太远

不计划太多 反而能勇敢冒险

丰富地过每一天 快乐地看每一天。。。

第一次遇见阴天遮住你的侧脸

有什么故事好想了解

我感觉我懂你的特别

你的心有一道墙 但我发现一扇窗

偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光

就算你有一道墙

我的爱会攀上窗台盛放

打开窗你会看到悲伤溶化。。。

你会闻到幸福晴朗的芬芳。。。

miss...

i miss those brown eyes,

how u kiss me at night,

i miss the way we sleep,

like there's no sunrise,

like the taste of ur smile,

i miss the way we breath,

but i wish to tell u,

what i wish to tell you,

but i never told u,

i just held it in....

and now,

i miss everything about u,

cant believe i cant breathe without you,

after all the things we've been through,

i miss everything about u,

i miss u....

i see ur brown eyes,

everytime i close mine,

u make me hard to see,

where i belong to,

when i'm not around u,

it's like i am not with me...

but i wan to tell u,

what i felt inside,

but i never told u,

i jz held inside....

baby,

i miss everything about u,

wish that always can be there for u,

our love i wish to hold on to,

i miss everything about u,

without u ....

i dono what to do,

where i belong to,

i am all about u,

thats all i can said,

baby,

i love everything about u,

cant believe i am so in love with u,

i wish our love will last long forever,

i love everything about u....

i love u....

我的爱

又来到这个车站，

不想看到的路口，

我不想再次离开你身边，

泪水在眼眶里徘徊。。。

时间残忍的一直流，

一点同情也不留，

我的心沉着，深深跌落，

只想拥抱着我们现在的所有。。。

我不是一定要你爱我，

只是让我好好的爱你，

就算只能看你背影，

我也不顾一切地前进。。。

我不是一定要拥有你，

只想拥抱爱你的时机，

感受爱来过的美丽，

爱你就如我的呼吸。。。

再次回到那时候，

不想离开的镜头，

我拥抱着你，不想放手，

不想让遗憾出现我爱情里头。。。

我不是一定要你爱我，

只是让我好好的爱你，

就算只能看你背影，

我也不顾一切地前进。。。

我不是一定要拥有你，

只想拥抱爱你的时机，

感受爱来过的美丽，

爱你就如我的呼吸。。。

我只想给你我要的爱，

在无奈的场合变期待，

期待我们一起的未来，

终于等待的那天已来。。。

谢谢所有你给我的爱，

我的心只为你而存在，

除了你以外的依赖，

有谁能叫我去勇敢，

没有任何人能取代，

只有你能给我的爱。。。

is just not enough yet...

29/08/09

not enough... just not enough....

the way i am now... is just not enough yet... still have alot that need to improve...

since the day (29/08/09) , i found out that... i am still ... not good enough yet...

i am so, useless and so down that time when ... erm... i cant do anything but staring at it drop out into this world...

but...

trust me...

i will improve and enhance myself to be the one...

the one that always be there when needed,

the one to wipe all the sadness,

the one to lend out the shoulders for the tears to land on,

the one to be trust worthy for anything,

i will be the one...

believe me and trust me that i will be the one...

photography session for moonfest charity nite 2009~

27/08/09

photography session. i am the one to in charge for all the beraeu photograph session... is so challenging... but overall.. i manage to overcome it and proved that i am capable to do it!!!wakaka...happy~hope that those photo that have been capture will be in good quality lar.. hope that MT and all the committee will like the result~hehe^^

apa lar... y all point at me wo... because of i am a photographer ma???haha...

gao xiu lor~

our bereau ~special task~there is 3 more malay committee that can't

attend due to berbuka puasa.lolz

special task~ boys only...

(ops, y suddenly feel that i look a bit like wearing super junior their cloth geh??)

haha...

free pose~ lolz...

still have long way to go~ lolz.. hope that everything will be just fine as planed....haha..

moonfest charity trip 2009(21/08/09)

21/08/09 friday....

this the day i have abandoned my important day...

although this trip is my big project thou....

hmm.... very complicated feeling on that day...

but ... let just skip the feeling of mine ba... focus on the trip lu...^^

5.30am... need to wake up from my lovely bed and so wish to just hide inside the blanket , slack on the bed ~ but... bo bian.. need to wash up and prepare , as i am the one to in charge for my laluan... tension , i mean really tension ! lolz... i have to bring the breads, 70 pack of gardenia's bread!!! and t-shirt for the committee!!!

so heavy man!!! lucky i got my friend helped me~phew...

6.45am.. gather all the committee and brief them about the jobs and the group .

overall my laluan is the most smooth one lar, paiseh.. but the fact is my laluan is the most efficient and most fast to settle all up de.. although i am really a shy and soft spoken guy. but still i manage to control!!! cool~

we went to an orphanage house which located at sik, kedah. 2 hours driving from alor setar.

when we arrive there, those children were like so happy waiting for us, all of them were standing outside there waiting... we divide into groups and divide jobs . i am the whole day camera man~ but still i will help others that are in need lar.. hehe^^...

this is our committee photo at ADIK...

just a simple random photo that we take during the break with the orphanage.

after ADIK there, we went to an old folks house which located at a place called pokok sena. the helpers there are so friendly, and they even cooked some food for us!!! which is very delicious!!!hehe^^ and i am very hungry that time~ 4pm liao... lolz..(haven't took my lunch and breakfast.... as the food at the ADIK there not enough, so have to let all the committee and the orphan eat...) we help to clean the place around the house, and make tang yuan with the senior citizens there... although is just short moment with them... but they are happy as i can see on their face...

didn't have any photos... cause my camera out of battery liao... lolz... sien...

even though, is a very tiring day, and there are few problems we met during the trip, still is a very meaningful day for us, i bet all of us thinks that way~ thanks ya , to all the committee~ thanks for helping to run this trip smoothly and gives love to the orphan and the senior citizens...

a dinner with family at east grill~(19/08/09)

19th of august 2009.

today is a big day actually... is the 2nd month i am in the new me condition!! wuhu!! to be honest, i am half sad and half happy...

the happy one is that i am glad and i am with the new me now!!! i am so appreciated what is with me rite now...

the sad one is that... i cant celebrate this special day with what i hope so much... i am so sad with it actually... i really wana celebrate with the plan i have made...but due to the CHARITY TRIP for the UUM's mpp moonfest charity night 2009... i have to back early...haiz... sad...

BUT , i try to make myself happy by asking my dad to bring to a place which is quite nice enviroment and the food is quite delightful. at least i can have the good dine in a romantic place...

so let's take a short tour to see the food and dishes we order lu...

east grill's nasi pataya~small amount but the taste is not bad.

my chocolate milkshake~ sweet!yea~^^

hmm...

this the Today Special main course, grill chicken with spagetti in carssanee sauce~

(i tink i spell right lar..haha.)

the taste is yummy!! ^^

this is the enviroment in the restaurant lu... ok rite?? hehe^^

after the dinner, take the 9pm bus back to the jungle again... which i realy dun wan to... sigh... i miss my night cuz of the trip... so in a dissapointment mood that day... make me so down.. but look forward to the next big day!