my last springfest in UUM

25/02/2011

a tiring day after a long trip to penang yesterday with my sar po, wan yi. a very looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong story telling with her, very tiring but it was a fun trip with her, as usual~ we spend our whole day mostly hangin around the gurney mall... and i am her maid that accompany her walk here and there... i wish to shop and my hands are itchy!!!! but.... i need to be live like a normal life guy this time.... control my shopaholic side of me!!! =(

all the stuff are so drooling.... arg~~~ when only i can shop without looking at the price tag neh.... wuwu...

and today... is the last time i can possibly attend the event which held in campus... the MPP SPRINGFEST in UUM... so much memoirs will be stayed here and i will bury it under the stage there... i will missed it alot... although the event always left me with 40% satisfaction only la~ but its from the committees hardwork and the passion they put in it, appreciate it.(cuz i am one of it the previous event leader. XD) that night our theme is black and white( i tout wana be a colourful and very eyesore colours geh... but... nvm la~~) we went there earlier to take photos~~ a simple but funny photoshoot. took lots of pictures! but feels like its not enough... maybe i am starting to miss them already... sob sob... the event was okay... my main point of joining this event is just to celebrate with them my best mate and i might not having the chance to attend this kind of gathering anymore... grab the chance tightly! erm!!! the night was fun, they eat like those barbarian~~ a complete chicken without head are gone into dust in just few seconds... i am staring at them striving to be first and fearing to be last.... the scene is damn funny!!

my friends~~

my kuantan friends in same form6 school.

this is it~ 10 of us~ i am gonna miss them sooo much~~

T__T

end of FEB

24/02/2011

so fast time passed by~~~ is just like u just finish sang a song and u passed 2 months of 2011 dy...

i wish i can have a very beautiful song to sing throughout the year~~ this two months was a very very difficult and confusing path to go through. i lost my ways so many times, i lost myself, keep trying and trying to escape so many times, but still i keep telling myself "keep urself together and u will be fine" and i am still trying now, slightly better, i think. ^^

start from zero, sounds like easy, but its hard when at first u have like everything u need, but in sudden all gone, and u drop to the bottom, u have to climb up once again, by urself. sometimes i do feel like giving up, but i realize i still have things i cant put down, my family and my friends. the older i am, the more important family and frens i realize. i love u daddy and mummy, brother, soulmate, buddy, my "girlfren", and my newly met frens~~ u guys do help me alot. i love u guys~

met a killer lecturer recently, its really tension when enter his class, but he do recognize me. is it good or bad, it depends how i think and how i take it. i take it good cuz i think that he do really take attention on me, thats really a good sign to start my new life. i promise i will do well, sir. many subjects that needs my lead to be done, somehow is very stressful but is the right chance for me to learn, i am going to outside messy world soon, is time for me to be prepared. good luck to u BRYANT CHUA! i know u can work it out somehow~

financial, life, academic, all trying to push me to the edge of the hills, but lucky i do have some strength to push it back and i do have a parachute that always catch me whenever i fall. i hope the parachute is in a good condition la, no hole or any defective la. XD

there is a song i really like and motivated always~~ pink, f*ckin perfect~

Made a wrong turn, once or twice
Dug my way out, blood and fire
Bad decisions, that's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down
Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated
Look, I'm still around

Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're f*ckin' perfect to me!

You're so mean, when you talk about yourself, you were wrong
Change the voices in your head, make them like you instead
So complicated, look happy, you'll make it!

Filled with so much hatred...such a tired game
It's enough! I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same

Oh, pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're f*ckin' perfect to me

The whole world's scared so I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in line, and we try try try, but we try too hard and it's a waste of my time
Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere
They dont like my jeans, they don't get my hair
Exchange ourselves, and we do it all the time
Why do we do that? Why do I do that?

Why do I do that..?

Yeah, oh, oh baby, pretty baby..!
Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're f*cking perfect to me
You're perfect, you're perfect!
Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty please, if you ever feel like you're nothing
You are perfect to me....

thats all for now~~~ see ya later~~

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2011

happy chinese new year~~~ may u have a blissful one with ur family and friends~~

this is what i wished for others, and of cuz myself. i have a blissful, special celebration with my family. i wish my family all healthy, wealthy, and happy.

reunion lunch~~

my daddy's elder brother famliy with

my family.

there's nothing much to do though in this new year, missed out alot gathering with old frens as they all went back for exam... sad... hope to see u guys soon!! XD

i think i have grown up a little bit, my thinking become wiser and wider than i used to be. my car, cynthia, gone... Rest in Pieces.... total lost... haiz... i miss her so much... many ppl ask me whether will i angry my brother or scold him, yea sure i will scold him and angry him, but its not because of the car, is what he made my parents worried for him. that makes me very angry, but things happened, its not what he wished for, so what is passed is passed, hope learned the lesson.... i wont keep it in the heart so long as i cant bring it back to life again, its only good to wash away and stays as memories. (although i like to mumbling sometimes, but just let me lor for this while, i love my cynthia u know??!!) if was last time that immature me, sure i will made the whole house in a mess, and show all the anger all over the family members! but i didnt this time, i swallowed it myself and digest it with a smile. so happy i can do it! XD

about my TOSHIBA, haiz... same... put there as a wasted junk.... aiks.... i am speechless... but, suan le ba.... i dun wan to expect too much la~ let it be la... the more i expect, i wished for, all sure comes with an empty echoes... so learn to live with what i have now.

life is all about how to survive in this SURVIVAL GAME. and i am going to be the last one standing! XD

i am gonna start my super new life style in this last semester in my university life. walk to class, do my own laundry, take buses to outside, and more challenges to meet up with. but what the hell, do i look like i care?! i will get my own freaking life! XD

update to u guys soon~

is almost 10pm!

23/01/2011

its almost 10pm!!! the day almost comes to an end! and i did nothing today!! what the hell.... supposed to read some books, sketch some ideas... but in the end~ nap for 2 hours! zzz

start tmr! must at least start my first chap of the important subject! i dun want to have any empty talk anymore! erm!!! (cross my heart! XD)

owh! by the way, wana jot down some bull shit news from THE NORTHERN UNIVERSITY OF MALAY-SIA, sounds so grand, but inside it is like a .... erm.... what? words cant describe it! LOL

requirements for car sticker, 80 points for SIRA(activities), need surat aku-janji, passenger insurans, and blah blah blah! last sem, also have to worried and so troublesome! even the loan PTPTN till now haven't bank in to us yet... how am i going to survive for the next few days!!!!??? i am officially broke!!! my wallet burned into ashes! what a sad story of mine... *sob sob*

but whatever, i am still alive, i am still breathing, and everyone around me are still fine, especially YOU! then i will be fine, i will try to look more optimistic! be a positive guy, not gooey one anymore. do what i have to do, do anything i like b4 i have the chance to regret about it! yeah baby!! ciao~~ wait i back home, its time for me to share the foods and beverages i tasted b4~~~ the line here sucks~~ cant upload~~ wait for me~~~ stay tune~

last sem in uum

wuhu~~~ 13/01/2011

i am the first one back UUM this jungle among my frens(except wan yi.... >.<)

when back here, i dun feel bad at all, its not like the previous feeling i had, i hate it and i just have a feeling that screw this uni, but this time i back with a calm and peaceful heart. what a weird new me~~ maybe i grown up, who knows~

whole campus is like a haunted mansion or something like that, no living creature here except our grand grand grand grand grand grand..... parents(monkeys) all around the place!!! they break into our store room!!! i even went to wan yi's block to help her scare away those monkeys! what a hero am i~~ although i just help kick the door to scared them off~~ haha! XD

after the second day i reached only i finish my packing and cleaned the room. phew tired~

ok, tmr start to do my plan! learn some sketching of interior architecture~ and read some books~~ and exercise!!

many ppl said i have changed, i hope i changed into a better one, mature is not a bad stuff, makes me more wise nowadays~ gah yao gah yao!! do our best ya!!! i promise YOU i will be better than i ever been ,cuz i wana have a better future!!!

B010111T

LIVE with no regrets...LOVE with no limits

life is too short for us to worry so many things in the same time. So why dun we start to do what we feel we want to, instead of guessing something that is not going to give any answer by sitting there looking down on tomorrow.

doubt about the decision we made wont give us any good, trust and have faith with it~~ live our life to the fullest!! although things not always goes our way, but dun just trying to look back and stay behind, GOD is creating something more interesting ahead us, way much better than what we have lost, sometimes letting go something good is not bad enough, cuz we might get something more awesome! XD

i know i am gooey sometimes, like what my soulmate always make fun of me, its time for me to grow up and be mature to look things in a better way and positive way. be grateful and appreciate all the things i have now and all the person around me now. daddy and mommy and brother, i am sorry for what i have done all this while, i might not showing that i love u guys so much in front of u guys, but deep inside my heart, i love u guys the most!!

slogan of the year, BE GRATEFUL WITH WHAT WE HAVE NOW!

2011~~

new year lor, 2011!!

say hello to goodbye to 2010, and welcome 2011!!

lots and lots of things happened passed few days b4 2011, its like a dream~~ that passed in a blink of eye. i am 23 dy lor!!!! hehe XD

on this new year 2011, 1st of jan, 00:00 am, god sent me a present. a great one!!! the best one, the special one!!! most valuable one!!!

and that is i am still alive and i am living in happily healthy life with alots of new hopes!! new dreams!! new journey!!! no more jakun~~~

ok, start running my plans! first, be low profile as possible! (deleted almost 400 plus ppl lor~~ yesh!!)

next, start to clean my room, and rearrange my stuff~~( wan new year lor~~~)

after that, study things about my interior~~ hehe!!! XD (need to be very hardwork!!)

and most important one, is treat ma love one the best!!! give the best!!

be honest, trust, and sincere!

finger cross for everything, run smoothly this year, and yet still, stay true to myself~ XD

gambateh!!!

B20110101T THE NEW CODE FOR MY LIFE. ^^