Half

Omg.... i am really becoming the actor in the song of Della 叮当--一半 (half)...

The whole song is just writing everything about my thought and my feeling!!

It is a Law of Attraction cuz i always listen to this song...

Its a really hurtful and full of loneliness feeling inside it...

really a heart sore song ever...

am i too pessimistic?

or am i thinking too much?

Well, i am Pisces, a full of emotional and thought sign.

i can be tough in front of everyone, but deep inside, i am weaker than anyone...

i need water to survive to swim suavely,

i am drying up now...

struggling on the land of dried and loneliness,

luckily i still have guts and determination to crawl and hope to find a pond of water that suits me...

well, pisces, its about two fish right?

now its only left one,

for sure everything will be in a dull way,

everything is in grey,

is very sorrow and gloomy world it lives in...

thats y this song appeared to be the most suitable song for a single Pisces.

丁噹 《一半》

喝酒的伴(drinking companion)
一起看电影的伴(movies companion)
早午晚餐的那个伴(breakfast,lunch, dinner's companion)
朋友不能留得太晚(friends cant stay up too late)
明天要上班(cuz tmr still need to go for work)
唱k的伴(k session companion)
一起去旅行的伴(travel's companion)
听懂我的笑话的伴(the one that can understand my lame jokes)
我的生活(my life)
只差那个人就美满(left the person to fill in and it would it perfect)
快乐剩一人分享(happiness that no one to share)
快乐就只剩一半(happiness left half)
喝一碗汤(drink a bowl of soup)
心怎么都不够暖(heart still cant be warmed up)
这张被单 这张睡床(this mattress, this bed)
再舒服都觉得太宽(how comfortable will also feel too big)
噢噢~~
没人分享(no ones to share with)
幸福就只剩一半(happiness will only left half)
就算把日子都填满(no matter how pack my daily schedule is)

节日却提醒我孤单(those festivals will just reminds me that i am lonely)

没有想法(no thought)
有想法又能怎样(so what if i have thought?)
只能写部落格整晚(end up blogging whole night... [like what i did now!!! >.<]...)

几个留言安慰不了(few messages wont help anything)
心里的遗憾(the regretfulness inside the heart.)
没有负担原来也是种负担(no burden also consider as a burden)
自由多得让人心慌(because too much freedom makes us feel frightened.)
你羡慕我(u envy of my life)
那要不要跟我交换(then would u like to exchange with me?)

快乐剩一人分享(happiness that no one to share)
快乐就只剩一半(happiness left half)
喝一碗汤(drink a bowl of soup)
心怎么都不够暖(heart still cant be warmed up)
这张被单 这张睡床(this mattress, this bed)
再舒服都觉得太宽(how comfortable will also feel too big)
噢噢~~
没人分享(no ones to share with)
幸福就只剩一半(happiness will only left half)

努力把日子都填满(no matter how pack my daily schedule is)
别来提醒 我的孤单(dun come and reminds me, how lonely i am)

快乐剩一人分享(happiness that no one to share)
快乐就只剩一半(happiness left half)
喝一碗汤(drink a bowl of soup)
心怎么都不够暖(heart still cant be warmed up)

这张被单 这张睡床(this mattress, this bed)
再舒服都觉得太宽(how comfortable will also feel too big)
噢噢~~
没人分享(no ones to share with)
幸福就只剩一半(happiness will only left half)

就算把日子都填满(no matter how pack my daily schedule is)
没人知道 我多孤单(no ones know, how lonely i am)

well this song is full of emotion,

all i wish to all those singles out there is that,

stay strong! one day u will surely find someone that suits u!

dun have to be rush, cuz love dun come by rush and force!

dun give up just yet! have faith on love! good luck everyone!!

i am also waiting for my right one!! lets together pray to get a good companion la!! good luck to me too! haha

its late now, its time to say goodbye lor! ciao~~

Is time to move on!

Ppl were born to this universe,

Ppl will grow along with the environment,

Ppl will learned from the mistakes,

Ppl will change from what they learned,

Ppl will regret with what they've done,

Ppl will look back when they are old,

Ppl will "fly" to other universe when its time.

Well, this is life, human life cycle, ppl will never be the same always...

Since we know that, why we still want to invest our everything on other Ppl?

Ppl is the most insecure stuff that need the most expensive insurance to insure, but i think even the insurance hardly make us feel secure no matter how much u invest on it...

Even ourself, is hardly believe sometimes...

But from all the alternatives,

We, ourself, is the still the best to believed in.

Ntg is perfect,

Even u get 100% marks for exam, u still cant make ur parents feel enough.

Get used to it, faced it, be prepared for it,

Life is cruel, but Ppl are way more cruel,

Ppl wont be with us for the entire life,

Yes, we need them, but we need ourself more to survive, to live,

We live for no one but us.

Let the by gone be by gone.

Its time to let go and leave the past behind,

Store it in a box, put it aside, once in a while go check it wont harm anything,

Cuz its part of our story.

So its time to get ur ass off and MOVE ON,

Dont just live in the memories, hanging ourselves there.

U will missed alot of beautiful scene around u.

Well, its time to move on,

Going to hit my bed now,

And start my new day tmr with full of excitement!

(hope that MY NEW DREAM will be with me forever and will come true soon~)

NIGHTS MATE!!

CHEERS!!

Orz Orz!!

RAWR!!!!

finally i dropped a super heavy rock on me!!!

International Finance that killed me drastically since the beginning of the new year, the most crazy subject i ever had in my entire life!! and now i cast "u" be gone with the wind~~

although i dont think i done it perfectly, but at least i done my best la~~~

THX to YOU!!! u know who u are~ always gives me the strength and motivate me although always at the last minute la~~ but still gives me the power to sprint!! thank you~~

suddenly so into my WIFE's song, avril~~~

wish u were here~ lets rock avril!!!

I can be tough,
I can be strong,
But with you, It's not like that at all,

Theres a guy who gives a shit,
Behind this wall,
You just walk through it,

And I remember all those crazy thing you said,
You left them running through my head,
You're always there, you're everywhere,
But right now I wish you were here,

All those crazy things we did,
Didn't think about it just went with it,
You're always there, you're everywhere,
But right now I wish you were here,

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are,
It's who I am don't have to try hard,
We always say, Say like it is,
And the truth is that I really miss,

All those crazy thing you said,
You left them running through my head,
You're always there, you're everywhere,
But right now I wish you were here,

All those crazy things we did,
Didn't think about it just went with it,
You're always there, you're everywhere,
But right now I wish you were here,

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you,
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here,

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you,
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

No, I don't wanna let go,
I just wanna let you know,
That I never wanna let go,
Let go, Oh, Oh,

No, I don't wanna let go,
I just wanna let you know,
That I never wanna let go,
Let go, Let go, Let go...

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you,
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here,

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you,
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

HOW I WISH U WERE HERE BY MY SIDE!!! >.<

nah~~ i just shouting to the wall in my room on my own~~ haha.

dead on my feet

my mental and my spirit was dead on my feet after being questioning bout my words my trueness all this while... been cleaning and proving myself that i am just being honest and sincere with what i said... but it always bounce back to me with a shadow of doubting on me by the others... my big blue sky i used to have last time, being polluted by those nasty ugly rumors... i always try my best to give my all, but still i cant get my loves one trust on me... what can i do? dun trust me because i have a flirtatious look? dun judge by looking on the covers right?

been struggling for long time to dig my family trust on me... until now they still doubting on my ability and me myself... they hardly believe me.. what i do what i said will never bring any confidence to them... now i thought i can have my love one to believe me... i really hope that i can have someone to trust me... i am not going to stop my feet now... i will still try my best to prove that i am worth to trust... until the day i die i will still prove myself that i am not as useless as u guys thought i am... one day, there will be beyond the shadow of a doubt on me anymore!

although i am already dead on my feet... but others will just look down on me if i walk away like that. Trust me!!! i will show u one day and it will be sooner than u ever thought!!! cheers!!!

Nobody's Perfect

yea... i made mistakes, everyone made mistakes, is a part of growing up in our life.

it doesnt mean end of the world right? we deserved 2nd chance right? dont we? cant we have that chance to prove ourself that we learned the lesson and we trying to change it?

Nobody's perfect...

i might be cheating, i might be playing around, i might be hurting u, but i am still in learning progress back then... everyone being stupid before... we cant do things correctly unless we made stupid mistakes before... i've changed... i've grown... all i need is a chance to prove myself... i am not what i am before...

theres a song really suits me... Jessie J = Nobody's Perfect

When I'm nervous I have this thing yeah I talk too much
Sometimes I just can't shut the hell up
It's like I need to tell someone anyone who'll listen
And that's where I seem to fuck up, yeah
I forget about the consequences, for a minute there I lose my senses
And in the heat of the moment my mouth's starts going the words start flowing

But I never meant to hurt you, I know it's time that i learnt to
Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved
This is a lesson learnt , I hate that I let you down and I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting yeah
And I hate that I made you think that the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
Cause nobody's perfect, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, nobodys perfect

If i could turn back the hands of time
I swear I never would have crossed that line
I should of kept it between us but Jessie went and told the whole world how she's feeling and oh
So I sit and I realise with these tears falling from my eyes
I gotta change if I wanna keep you forever
Promise that I'm gonna try

But I never meant to hurt you, i know it's time that i learn to
Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved
This is a lesson learnt and I hate that I let you down and I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting yeah
And I hate that I made you think that the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
Cause nobody's perfect, no, no, no, no, no, no, no,nobody's perfect

Im Not a saint no not at all, but what I did it wasn't cool
But I swear that I'll never do that again to you
I'm not a saint, no not at all, but what I did it wasn't cool
but i swear that ill never do that again to you.
I hate that I let you down, and I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting yeah
And I hate that I made you think that that the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
Cause nobody's perfect, no,
nobody's perfect...