penang trip 7-9/12/09

Penang trip begin~~ hehe...

board on bus at klang bus terminal, cuz go meet friends there.

i am going to penang to do my braces de... then sun bian have go there jalan-jalan cari makan lor~ haha...this is the journey of my 3 days trip~ hehe...

7/12/09

after finish my braces, we go kuan zhi jiao there have our dinner lu~ hehe... but no photos lar... forget to took... aiks...:(

8/12/09

2nd day of the trip

wake up early morning and then we went for dim sum as breakfast at steamboat house.

all of this, we two person makan all... erg.... full full!!

After that, we go meet my fren, purple at KOMTAR, then we went to batu feringgi, the hard rock hotel and the beach there lu~~

me and micheal jackson statue~hehe^^

me and purple lu~~

syok sendiri there lor~~ hahaha...

batu feringgi beach~ haha

hmm... pretend to be emo there~

hard rock cafe lu~ all the drinks are expensive!!!

hard rock cafe~~ yea baby!! nice place~~

my mocha... the only drink i afford to drink... aiks.. kelian...

sigh~

purple, me and vchin lu~

again~ me and purple lor~

after that we went to The Ship there take some photo then we head back to gurney there have our dinner... name winter warmer~ hehe

9/12/09

thats my 3 day journey lor....

after that i went to klang to help my friends cousin work for one day and go makan makan lor~~ hehe...

thats all for now lor~ adios~~

small genting~

28/11/09

今天是我第一次在吉隆坡的lowyat面试！！！ 人生21年来第一次为了工作而面试。。。

紧张！！！！

当轮到我的时候， 我耳朵红到～～～～～又热到～～～～

最后。。。 我的面试一句就能形容。。。烂！！！

过后我们心血来操，就到了小云顶享受一顿丰富的晚餐...

那儿的风景还蛮不错的哦。。。好浪漫的哦。。。呵呵。

我们到了一间叫haven 的餐厅享用。。。

Kl的风景。。。

那儿的餐厅。。。

HAVEN COMBO AND BBQ FOOT LONG SAUSAGES!!!

赞！！！

my sekinchan trip(25-28/11/2009)

25/11/2009

this trip was planned for long time... but is still unsure until the day after our exam finish. the exam week was terrible!!!! kill me instantly!!! lolx...

but finally i had made my decision to go to the trip as i need a place to calm down all those hectic days!!! (in my opinion i do think that sekinchan would be a place for someone to find peace~)

so i brought ticket to kl on 23th, only then i told my parents i made my mind to go.. haha... what a bad boy am i... haiz....

so on that day i went to kl by bus, then go meet my friend at midvalley... my first time taking ktm to midvalley!!! alone!!! walao!!! cool!!! lolx....

then my friend (vchin) wait me at midvalley then bring me to his house at sekinchan, supposed that we are going with one more friend sze lin, but she have something emergency to settle so she have to go on the next day.... haiz...

after around one hour, the first impression of the environment of sekinchan... erm... hardly express... is so peaceful there. the first i go is go to have a dinner with his family... 3 dishes, 2 fish and a vege... lolx... i never had my meal with all fish as my dishes... but the fish was nice~

26/11/09

supposed to wake up early morning to go for breakfast with his family, but his dad got something to do.... so we delay it to tmr lu... haiz.... miss a chance of tasting nice food there....

but then we cont our plan, go for bukit melawati~

so we go meet sapphire(the sa por), wen xuan(the daughter of ketua kampung). we 4 ppl in a car to bukit melawati~ i think i spell right lu... haha. we went to museum there and walk around the nice spot~ it was nice but the weather is dam hot!!! and lots of monkey there!!! lolx...the most bu suang feeling is that... my zip on my pants spoiled!!!! and the two girls spot on it!!!! sienx.... kelian me.... some more, when we pass by crowd of people taking photos of monkey when we were in the car, a man took out his camera and capture me like capture the photo of monkey!!!! arg!!!! angry!!!!grrrr.......bu suang!

and then we went to taman alam.... should have name it taman mosquito!! we paid the fees into it to let those mosquito suck our blood madly!!! crazy!!!

after that we go meet sze lin who took bus to kuala selangor and we go fetch her~ and then we back home(vchin's house) to prepare for bbq tonight!!! wuhu!!! lots of fun!!!

the 4 zuo zuo people posing~

(sapphire tee, wen xuan, vchin, and me)

lolx.... sapphire always the not muo qi one...

L.O.V.E.

27/11/09

wake up at 7 something then go have a breakfast with his family...

UNBELIEVABLE!!! the most heavy meal i ever had for my whole life!!!

is heavier than my dinner!!! 4 dishes!! 3 fish and a vege!!! lolx....

breakfast eh... but all the fish are quite nice( although i din eat much as i not very good at eating the fish.... aiks... paiseh...)

then we plan to walk around sekinchan and take photo with the scenery there in the evening~

but suddenly wen xuan and sapphire put aeroplane as they are not free.... sien....

but still we (me, vchin and sze lin) still follow our plan~ haha... here are some of our nice pic~

vchin, sze lin and me~

wuhu~ nice one!!!

the padi field~ nice nice!!!

28/11/09

haiz... is the day we have to wave and say good bye to sekinchan, the most cool family(vchin and his parent)... so nice there~ but for sure i will still go visit there again!!! haha... wait for me ya sekinchan~

thats all for the sekinchan trip ~chao~

hectic days...

final exam weeks....
killing me , tearing me into pieces...
chop chop chop!!!
erg.... sien lar...all the notes i swallow cant vomit out when go into the war...
no matter how i gorek my tongue oso cant out... aiks... maybe i need to tear it into smaller pieces baru can vomit out...( cuz of my braces cant bite smoothly...) sienx...
so... kena chop and shot terrifically.... die gao gao...

LOLX....

not just this.... the money in my pocket also chop me....
dono why my money flows like water fall... in jungle oso can spend that much mea??? hm... still cant figure it out... aikx....

AND my lappie oso play me!!!! now my lappie dono what happen.... cant connect to windows.... cant online and cant even scan!!! shit!!! every sem sure something will happen to my lappie geh... i dono why lor... haiz....

HOPE HOPE HOPE!!!
I CAN GET ALL PASSED AND AT LEAST PASS 3....AIKS..

moonfest celebration 2009

26/10/2009

today is the celebration for moonfest 2009, supposed that i am not going for it geh... as our bureau members all agreed that we will not go for the celebration.....

but... i am the only one have to go ying chou, as the MT ask me to represent our bureau go... sigh... why i so kind that go agree with them as i know that it will be very boring geh... lolx...

However, luckily i got few frenx that accompany me all along the way, that are ah lim, purple, sze lin and vchin~ hehe... although they have their own partner, but still they ask me to join them...

those food there.... sucks.... tout i can have a big meal there... manatau i only ate few piece of very very small piece of fried chicken... erg... at last beh tahan dy so go to nearby old town da bao nasi lemak, fire ice polo bun and french toast as my dinner.. hehe^^

this pic i like the most eh!!! we two look so pro leh!!!

haha^^

vchin( junior) and sze lin~

ah lim~(the sot sot one)

x-element solo portfolio

purple~(the emo one~)

me-bryant(the ss, cool cool, emo, and so on....)

I'M SO SORRY.....

对不起...

GOMENASAI....

i am a jerk....

study week....

hm..... what the hell am i doin now lea??? am i suppose to stay in the library, find a nice spot, with cool condition, alone in the corner, with my mp3, switch on my lappie, find few of my reference book which i hide it in some mysterious place on the shelf, gather it all then ...

sleep on the table??? haha^^

what a jerk am i??? lolz....

i wan to study!!!! but dont know y my mood of study is in cold storage now!!! s@cks!!!

left one week plus my final exam is going to start... and is killing me as i havent start any!!!( even all the notes also havent print!!!erg...)

hopefully i can cover it all starting from today!!! jia you!!!!

NOTHINGS COMES BY ITS OWN,

ONLY IT WILL COME TO YOU IF YOU FIGHT FOR IT!!!

MFC performance ( 10/10/09)

10/10/09

our 2009 last performance, and also consider as the biggest performance for this semester!! (for us la... paiseh) here how it goes on that night...

our performance was told to be at 9.30pm geh, so we all do our last practice for that day till 7pm then go back prepare up, 8.30pm go there ready... who knows our performance delay till 10pm liao... so we wait with empty stomach... we plan that after our performance only have our big dinner geh...

10pm liao... still not yet our turn... aiks... our group member, caryn start to fed-up liao... as we are too...

10.15pm, at last!!! their ajk ask us to prepare at the stage there liao... lolz... but that time the day start raining, quite heavy actually... OMG... is going to slippery as it was an open air stage...we all start to worry liao...scare cant move well... but we still perform our best and stay cool~

at last, we perform erm... can assume is a good one i think.. haha.. i will upload our video later cuz my line now is not very smooth and stable.lolz..

so this performance ends happily!!! finally finish our 7th performance for this semester!!! wuhu!!!

next is planning to go have a big celebration!!! yea!!!

here are some photo of our X-element group members ~

X-Element~PURPLE

X-Element~AH LIM

X-Element~CARYN

X-Element~ XHINE

X-Element~BRYANT

~X-ELEMENT~

最远的地方。。。

你是第一个发现我

越面无表情越是心里难过

所以当我不肯落泪地颤抖

你会心疼得抱我在胸口

你比谁都还了解我

内心的渴望比表面来得多

所以当我跌断翅膀的时候

你不扶我但陪我学忍痛。。。

我要去看得最远的地方

和你手舞足蹈聊梦想

象从来没有失过望受过伤

还相信敢飞就有天空那样。。。

我要去看得最远的地方

披第一道曙光在肩膀

被泼过太冷的雨滴和雪花

更坚持微笑要暖的像太阳。。。

the long 15 days...

15 days... a very long 15 days... it feels like 15 years i have been away from the place i wish to be... a very suffering but in some way it do bring some sweet feeling , let us have a slot to miss each other so much... but... i miss it so much... aiks... i kept dreaming about going back there... kept on plays the lullaby songs to make me strong and can have a nice sleep... wake up with a smile in the next day, hope there will be a miracle happen... really hope so lar~haha

here some nice stuff wanna share with all of ya, hope u guys like it~

if the world stops turning,

if the sun stops burning,

when the cold winds starts to blow,

i wanna let u know,

i'll never let u go...

when u feel like breaking,

and ur heart keeps waiting,

when the tears begin to flow,

i wanna to let u know,

i'll never let u go...

the 3 continuos performances on 2nd of october

ah lim, caryn, me, xhine,and purple. at muamalat moonfest~

02/10/09

our uum tour performance... haha... we went to 3 DPP for performance in one nite... walao!!! what a team are we??? lolz... althou is just a short practice period for this time performance but we did our best... we almost everyday train till early morning... in one week we came out a performance like this is already really good for me... i mean for us... i know is not perfect but still is worth it as we get paid~hehe... i only can post out the pic as my line here too cha... cant post out the video... but will post it when i found a good spot!! hehe...

the most unforgetable performance i ever had....SUCKS!!

me and caryn

1st of October 2009...

my dome's moonfest carnival.... aiks... what a bad day for me... we were invited to give a F.O.C. performance for the carnival... ok... here how it goes to make me mad and very piss off...

at first, i request a better stage for us, and most important is the sounds system... they promise me to give me what i request de... but at last... the stage not okay nvm lor... the sounds system... one word... use mic to put on the lappie... that is the sounds system they prepare for us... erg.... sucks!!!! i have to stop them for 3 times!!! due to the sounds was too small and i cant hear the beat!!! shit... so paiseh that time... i dance half way have to stop them .... wth..... wat a day for me... but at last i continue my dance and finish it as it should be... but very piss off at that nite...

i kind of lose myself dy... all those nasty words.... came out from my mouth which i seldom speak out de.... erg.... hope that my reputation still the same lar... haha...

心墙

郭静

心墙

一个人眺望碧海和蓝天

在心里面 那抹灰就淡一些

海豚从眼前飞越

我看见了最阳光的笑脸

好时光都该宝贝 应为有限

我学着不去担心得太远

不计划太多 反而能勇敢冒险

丰富地过每一天 快乐地看每一天。。。

第一次遇见阴天遮住你的侧脸

有什么故事好想了解

我感觉我懂你的特别

你的心有一道墙 但我发现一扇窗

偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光

就算你有一道墙

我的爱会攀上窗台盛放

打开窗你会看到悲伤溶化。。。

你会闻到幸福晴朗的芬芳。。。

miss...

i miss those brown eyes,

how u kiss me at night,

i miss the way we sleep,

like there's no sunrise,

like the taste of ur smile,

i miss the way we breath,

but i wish to tell u,

what i wish to tell you,

but i never told u,

i just held it in....

and now,

i miss everything about u,

cant believe i cant breathe without you,

after all the things we've been through,

i miss everything about u,

i miss u....

i see ur brown eyes,

everytime i close mine,

u make me hard to see,

where i belong to,

when i'm not around u,

it's like i am not with me...

but i wan to tell u,

what i felt inside,

but i never told u,

i jz held inside....

baby,

i miss everything about u,

wish that always can be there for u,

our love i wish to hold on to,

i miss everything about u,

without u ....

i dono what to do,

where i belong to,

i am all about u,

thats all i can said,

baby,

i love everything about u,

cant believe i am so in love with u,

i wish our love will last long forever,

i love everything about u....

i love u....

我的爱

又来到这个车站，

不想看到的路口，

我不想再次离开你身边，

泪水在眼眶里徘徊。。。

时间残忍的一直流，

一点同情也不留，

我的心沉着，深深跌落，

只想拥抱着我们现在的所有。。。

我不是一定要你爱我，

只是让我好好的爱你，

就算只能看你背影，

我也不顾一切地前进。。。

我不是一定要拥有你，

只想拥抱爱你的时机，

感受爱来过的美丽，

爱你就如我的呼吸。。。

再次回到那时候，

不想离开的镜头，

我拥抱着你，不想放手，

不想让遗憾出现我爱情里头。。。

我不是一定要你爱我，

只是让我好好的爱你，

就算只能看你背影，

我也不顾一切地前进。。。

我不是一定要拥有你，

只想拥抱爱你的时机，

感受爱来过的美丽，

爱你就如我的呼吸。。。

我只想给你我要的爱，

在无奈的场合变期待，

期待我们一起的未来，

终于等待的那天已来。。。

谢谢所有你给我的爱，

我的心只为你而存在，

除了你以外的依赖，

有谁能叫我去勇敢，

没有任何人能取代，

只有你能给我的爱。。。

is just not enough yet...

29/08/09

not enough... just not enough....

the way i am now... is just not enough yet... still have alot that need to improve...

since the day (29/08/09) , i found out that... i am still ... not good enough yet...

i am so, useless and so down that time when ... erm... i cant do anything but staring at it drop out into this world...

but...

trust me...

i will improve and enhance myself to be the one...

the one that always be there when needed,

the one to wipe all the sadness,

the one to lend out the shoulders for the tears to land on,

the one to be trust worthy for anything,

i will be the one...

believe me and trust me that i will be the one...

photography session for moonfest charity nite 2009~

27/08/09

photography session. i am the one to in charge for all the beraeu photograph session... is so challenging... but overall.. i manage to overcome it and proved that i am capable to do it!!!wakaka...happy~hope that those photo that have been capture will be in good quality lar.. hope that MT and all the committee will like the result~hehe^^

apa lar... y all point at me wo... because of i am a photographer ma???haha...

gao xiu lor~

our bereau ~special task~there is 3 more malay committee that can't

attend due to berbuka puasa.lolz

special task~ boys only...

(ops, y suddenly feel that i look a bit like wearing super junior their cloth geh??)

haha...

free pose~ lolz...

still have long way to go~ lolz.. hope that everything will be just fine as planed....haha..

moonfest charity trip 2009(21/08/09)

21/08/09 friday....

this the day i have abandoned my important day...

although this trip is my big project thou....

hmm.... very complicated feeling on that day...

but ... let just skip the feeling of mine ba... focus on the trip lu...^^

5.30am... need to wake up from my lovely bed and so wish to just hide inside the blanket , slack on the bed ~ but... bo bian.. need to wash up and prepare , as i am the one to in charge for my laluan... tension , i mean really tension ! lolz... i have to bring the breads, 70 pack of gardenia's bread!!! and t-shirt for the committee!!!

so heavy man!!! lucky i got my friend helped me~phew...

6.45am.. gather all the committee and brief them about the jobs and the group .

overall my laluan is the most smooth one lar, paiseh.. but the fact is my laluan is the most efficient and most fast to settle all up de.. although i am really a shy and soft spoken guy. but still i manage to control!!! cool~

we went to an orphanage house which located at sik, kedah. 2 hours driving from alor setar.

when we arrive there, those children were like so happy waiting for us, all of them were standing outside there waiting... we divide into groups and divide jobs . i am the whole day camera man~ but still i will help others that are in need lar.. hehe^^...

this is our committee photo at ADIK...

just a simple random photo that we take during the break with the orphanage.

after ADIK there, we went to an old folks house which located at a place called pokok sena. the helpers there are so friendly, and they even cooked some food for us!!! which is very delicious!!!hehe^^ and i am very hungry that time~ 4pm liao... lolz..(haven't took my lunch and breakfast.... as the food at the ADIK there not enough, so have to let all the committee and the orphan eat...) we help to clean the place around the house, and make tang yuan with the senior citizens there... although is just short moment with them... but they are happy as i can see on their face...

didn't have any photos... cause my camera out of battery liao... lolz... sien...

even though, is a very tiring day, and there are few problems we met during the trip, still is a very meaningful day for us, i bet all of us thinks that way~ thanks ya , to all the committee~ thanks for helping to run this trip smoothly and gives love to the orphan and the senior citizens...

a dinner with family at east grill~(19/08/09)

19th of august 2009.

today is a big day actually... is the 2nd month i am in the new me condition!! wuhu!! to be honest, i am half sad and half happy...

the happy one is that i am glad and i am with the new me now!!! i am so appreciated what is with me rite now...

the sad one is that... i cant celebrate this special day with what i hope so much... i am so sad with it actually... i really wana celebrate with the plan i have made...but due to the CHARITY TRIP for the UUM's mpp moonfest charity night 2009... i have to back early...haiz... sad...

BUT , i try to make myself happy by asking my dad to bring to a place which is quite nice enviroment and the food is quite delightful. at least i can have the good dine in a romantic place...

so let's take a short tour to see the food and dishes we order lu...

east grill's nasi pataya~small amount but the taste is not bad.

my chocolate milkshake~ sweet!yea~^^

hmm...

this the Today Special main course, grill chicken with spagetti in carssanee sauce~

(i tink i spell right lar..haha.)

the taste is yummy!! ^^

this is the enviroment in the restaurant lu... ok rite?? hehe^^

after the dinner, take the 9pm bus back to the jungle again... which i realy dun wan to... sigh... i miss my night cuz of the trip... so in a dissapointment mood that day... make me so down.. but look forward to the next big day!