there is no more love for me...

drop again and again...

i have no more place for me to land...

no more place that is safe for me anymore...

i dun deserve anything, dun even have the rights to stand up again...

can i know who else i can lay my head on, and cry?

i dun have... i dun have anything now... i am lost... and i am empty...

is all empty now....

ntg left for me anymore....

no more love for me anymore...

i dun deserve it anymore....

恐高症。。

高空弹跳的刺激，

我不想听，

没兴趣冒险的游戏，

当你要请我，

为何轻易答应，

你的语气让我安心。。。

摩天轮上的夜景，

浪漫旋律，

在空中我忘了恐惧,

当你亲吻我，

分散了注意力，

怕高的我看见星星。。。

你让天空失去距离，

我让我离开了质疑，

往上爬的爱情，

告别回忆我在爱着你，

闭上眼睛把你抱紧，

幸福几乎变零距离，

你是我唯一勇敢的原因。。。

往上爬的那阶梯，

我不相信，

可以忘了爬高恐惧，

当你抓紧我，

不停的爬上去，

让我感受天堂空气。。。

你让天空失去距离，

我让我离开了质疑，

往上爬的爱情，

告别回忆我在爱着你，

闭上眼睛把你抱紧，

幸福几乎变零距离，

你是我唯一勇敢的原因。。。

你让天空如此靠近，

也让我掉无底洞里，

往下跌深下去，

只能往回忆里寻找你，

张开眼睛看不见你，

幸福几乎离我远去，

你又让我回去恐高症里。。。

你让天空如此远去，

我让自己不再相信，

怕高也怕爱情，

被你丢弃的心变恐惧。。。

i lost to my own tears....

what a failure am i....

own tears also cant handle, how to handle others that i love?

heart so sour and so pain.... when knowing that there is no one in ur family that support and understand what you are thinking....

it makes me feel like i am nothing but a useless person in the world...

i know i am a lazy person but, i do observe things all around me... dun said i never take initiative...

i mention my dreams before, just that u guys never support...

i dun talk much is not that i dun wan to share, is because i am scared i will be being poured cold water again...

today, once again... i kena poured cold water again....

i lost all my control and lose to my own tears... which i hate so much!!!

i never drop a single tear in front of them... but today, i failed....

am i a failure production in this world?

because of you...

I cried a lot because of you (I cried every night~)
I laughed a lot because of you (Because of you)
I believed in the love because of you
I’ve lost everything because of you
I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?

It also rained on that day
You’ve stared at me wordlessly
You’ve stared at nothing else but me
Those trembling gazes,
And the awkwardly forced smile
Speaks of our separation...

Then I cry silently and wordlessly
Cause I want to stay next to u
My luv is true, wanna go back 2 when I was with u

I miss u… I need u…
Even in my dreams I’m wit u..
I miss u… I need u…
Rewind back the time
I wanna kiss u again ma boy…
My heart aches
It’s too much to bear
And where are you? (I cried a lot)
Can’t live without you
Please come back to me
And stay with me....

i am still me...

i am still me...

the old stupid me...

just with lots of experience....

know how to be better for our love one...

i used to be give up very fast...

i used to be very weak...

but now...

i am going to be stronger...

i am going to be tougher...

i am going to be more hardworking...

because i am going to wait till the day u come back to me again...

i am going to wait till the day to hold ur hand again...

because i love u...