my last springfest in UUM

25/02/2011

a tiring day after a long trip to penang yesterday with my sar po, wan yi. a very looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong story telling with her, very tiring but it was a fun trip with her, as usual~ we spend our whole day mostly hangin around the gurney mall... and i am her maid that accompany her walk here and there... i wish to shop and my hands are itchy!!!! but.... i need to be live like a normal life guy this time.... control my shopaholic side of me!!! =(

all the stuff are so drooling.... arg~~~ when only i can shop without looking at the price tag neh.... wuwu...

and today... is the last time i can possibly attend the event which held in campus... the MPP SPRINGFEST in UUM... so much memoirs will be stayed here and i will bury it under the stage there... i will missed it alot... although the event always left me with 40% satisfaction only la~ but its from the committees hardwork and the passion they put in it, appreciate it.(cuz i am one of it the previous event leader. XD) that night our theme is black and white( i tout wana be a colourful and very eyesore colours geh... but... nvm la~~) we went there earlier to take photos~~ a simple but funny photoshoot. took lots of pictures! but feels like its not enough... maybe i am starting to miss them already... sob sob... the event was okay... my main point of joining this event is just to celebrate with them my best mate and i might not having the chance to attend this kind of gathering anymore... grab the chance tightly! erm!!! the night was fun, they eat like those barbarian~~ a complete chicken without head are gone into dust in just few seconds... i am staring at them striving to be first and fearing to be last.... the scene is damn funny!!

my friends~~

my kuantan friends in same form6 school.

this is it~ 10 of us~ i am gonna miss them sooo much~~

T__T

end of FEB

24/02/2011

so fast time passed by~~~ is just like u just finish sang a song and u passed 2 months of 2011 dy...

i wish i can have a very beautiful song to sing throughout the year~~ this two months was a very very difficult and confusing path to go through. i lost my ways so many times, i lost myself, keep trying and trying to escape so many times, but still i keep telling myself "keep urself together and u will be fine" and i am still trying now, slightly better, i think. ^^

start from zero, sounds like easy, but its hard when at first u have like everything u need, but in sudden all gone, and u drop to the bottom, u have to climb up once again, by urself. sometimes i do feel like giving up, but i realize i still have things i cant put down, my family and my friends. the older i am, the more important family and frens i realize. i love u daddy and mummy, brother, soulmate, buddy, my "girlfren", and my newly met frens~~ u guys do help me alot. i love u guys~

met a killer lecturer recently, its really tension when enter his class, but he do recognize me. is it good or bad, it depends how i think and how i take it. i take it good cuz i think that he do really take attention on me, thats really a good sign to start my new life. i promise i will do well, sir. many subjects that needs my lead to be done, somehow is very stressful but is the right chance for me to learn, i am going to outside messy world soon, is time for me to be prepared. good luck to u BRYANT CHUA! i know u can work it out somehow~

financial, life, academic, all trying to push me to the edge of the hills, but lucky i do have some strength to push it back and i do have a parachute that always catch me whenever i fall. i hope the parachute is in a good condition la, no hole or any defective la. XD

there is a song i really like and motivated always~~ pink, f*ckin perfect~

Made a wrong turn, once or twice
Dug my way out, blood and fire
Bad decisions, that's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down
Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated
Look, I'm still around

Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're f*ckin' perfect to me!

You're so mean, when you talk about yourself, you were wrong
Change the voices in your head, make them like you instead
So complicated, look happy, you'll make it!

Filled with so much hatred...such a tired game
It's enough! I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same

Oh, pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're f*ckin' perfect to me

The whole world's scared so I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in line, and we try try try, but we try too hard and it's a waste of my time
Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere
They dont like my jeans, they don't get my hair
Exchange ourselves, and we do it all the time
Why do we do that? Why do I do that?

Why do I do that..?

Yeah, oh, oh baby, pretty baby..!
Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're f*cking perfect to me
You're perfect, you're perfect!
Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty please, if you ever feel like you're nothing
You are perfect to me....

thats all for now~~~ see ya later~~

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2011

happy chinese new year~~~ may u have a blissful one with ur family and friends~~

this is what i wished for others, and of cuz myself. i have a blissful, special celebration with my family. i wish my family all healthy, wealthy, and happy.

reunion lunch~~

my daddy's elder brother famliy with

my family.

there's nothing much to do though in this new year, missed out alot gathering with old frens as they all went back for exam... sad... hope to see u guys soon!! XD

i think i have grown up a little bit, my thinking become wiser and wider than i used to be. my car, cynthia, gone... Rest in Pieces.... total lost... haiz... i miss her so much... many ppl ask me whether will i angry my brother or scold him, yea sure i will scold him and angry him, but its not because of the car, is what he made my parents worried for him. that makes me very angry, but things happened, its not what he wished for, so what is passed is passed, hope learned the lesson.... i wont keep it in the heart so long as i cant bring it back to life again, its only good to wash away and stays as memories. (although i like to mumbling sometimes, but just let me lor for this while, i love my cynthia u know??!!) if was last time that immature me, sure i will made the whole house in a mess, and show all the anger all over the family members! but i didnt this time, i swallowed it myself and digest it with a smile. so happy i can do it! XD

about my TOSHIBA, haiz... same... put there as a wasted junk.... aiks.... i am speechless... but, suan le ba.... i dun wan to expect too much la~ let it be la... the more i expect, i wished for, all sure comes with an empty echoes... so learn to live with what i have now.

life is all about how to survive in this SURVIVAL GAME. and i am going to be the last one standing! XD

i am gonna start my super new life style in this last semester in my university life. walk to class, do my own laundry, take buses to outside, and more challenges to meet up with. but what the hell, do i look like i care?! i will get my own freaking life! XD

update to u guys soon~