a small gathering on 30th of july 2009

30/07/09 , 2day weather quite nice pun~ but i slpt over again lor... so pig a!!! i don't want to!! as i wan wake up and acc my D de ma.. haiz... but nvm.. lucky my D is so kind to me .. haha.. 2day me and few of my friends decided to go have a small gathering , but at the last minute two of my friend put aeroplane lor... sien nia.. still we will run our plan as planned..hehe^^. me , juan, jj,and sheng yee decided to go makan at sushi king at EAST COAST MALL. although is already sien for us to go there lar, as been to ZANMAI liao sushi king is nothing to me liao..keke.. here some pic of 4 of us makan~

jj and juan ~ they two busy makan the golden egg which is very nice!

sheng yee makan unadon mee~

see their cute action when eating.. lolz...

thats all for the afternoon session of small gathering (just having lunch together). but after that, at night we oso have another small gathering with the girls now~haha.. 3 beautiful young ladies.. we go to a place which is still new in kuantan, name "fico". the situation there still ok lar.. boleh tahan lor...haha.. so we go there yum char~ we didn't order much, i think can said that only i makan nia..lolz...we ordered 3 ice blended drinks, one large french fries , one fico penny(itallian food) , banana filtters. lets have a look about it...

fico penny~ erm.. the taste quite nice but my mum's one is the best!!haha^^ u guys should try my mum spagetti~

banana filtters~ my favorite banana~ yummy!! although it do looks a bit... er... but the taste is so good!! nice to have it as a dessert!! delicious man!!

my three beautiful ladies, 'bao bei' pei fern, san san, and 'ah por' soo yee.

ah por, me, bao bei,and san san~ at fico cafe.

erm... 2day i spend my day quite busy also lor... haha.. gathering here and there.. although is a small gathering, but meet old friends also very happy liao..haha.. ( money do flows like water..erg).^^

my fren sun's bday at crocodile rock

28th of july 2009, my fren yoke sun's birthday!! me , 'bao bei' pei fern and yoke sun went to a nice romantic restaurant in kuantan names crocodile rock. long time didn't go there for dinner liao... so we 3 decided to have a nice yum char at there.keke^^althou only we 3 ppl, but is very nice and fun!! somemore is raining day, is so cold and romantic..keke^^ we order sunset special pizza, dauphinoise potato, and a chocolate biscuit cake!! its nice!! lets have a look ba....

dauphinoise potato~look simple and plain, but it taste yummy!!! nice!!

me and yoke sun and peifern~at crocodile rock.

sunset special pizza, chocolate biscuit cake and a dauphinoise potato~

chocolate biscuit cake~

got chance u guys should have try it~ is realy nice place and nice food there..

mass mahem in UUM(26/07/09)

UUM announced a special one week holiday!!! wuhu!! by the way, what is the reason they announced that super good news or isit a bad news??

UUM kena quarantine , due to the so called H1N1 is striking serious in the campus!!! almost 500 cases are reported in UUM... walao!!! quite serious man!! but mostly are the ILI(influenza-like illness), is jz seem almost the same with H1N1 nia..lolz...hope so is not the real H1N1 lar...so at 4.30pm the annoucement have been made everywhere in the campus even our DPP... so everyone was like crazy , dono is scared or happy that can back home, but mostly is happy as they can escape from this lousy jungle place..haha!! i am one of the happy one!!haha.. my phone rang non-stop until hang .. lolz... first time ever in my life so busy answering the phone... busy answering both of my phone, non-stop even a second!!! crazy!! my junior lar, my fren lar, my roommate lar , my parents lar and so on... lolz... somemore got rumors that the campus is not going to let all the students out from campus... is so ridiculous rumors... makes ppl so worry and rushing like maniac.. but really funny that time , u can the students there running like escpae from alien or ghost, the whole scenery is like seen before somewhere in the movie, oh!! horror movie such as resident evil!!!hahaha... so regret that din manage to capture any photo and din record it down as is realy hard to have this situation... all the bus stop were full like erm... hardly describe... those busses are so fulled!!! and road side oso got ppl wait there... is so wasted didn't take any photo of it... haiz...and oso i rushing pack my stuff , many stuff didn't bring back!!! my notes my name list my blet and many more!!! but i was lucky that i got my friend fetch me go out take bus.. haha.. and i am damn lucky that i get the ticket back to kl!! wuhu!!the earliest one!!haha!! thanks to my best friend , wan yi lor!!haha. should treat her a big meal!!maybe one bite of BR.keke^^ so i ask my D wether can accomodate me for a night or not as i am very paiseh oso, cuz i will be arrive at midnite... the next day still have class for my D... haiz... but still D agree to keep me...haha.. paiseh but realy happy lor!!!

27/07/09 ,Arrived PUDU at almost 4am like that, aiyo, so late dy, really so paiseh to D, but still my D use the happy face as always to fetch me..haha.. we din even sleep for whole night as we busy chit chating till morning, aiyo, din see the time pass so fast, again so paiseh lor!! makes D cant sleep, but i try to take the earliest bus back to kuantan so that i wont bother D for class..haha.. but thanks anyway for keeping me for a night!! haha^^ leaving me a sweet memory~ this is an unforgetful day and experience for me!! i wont ever forget it!!! thanks!!! what a memorable day for me~^^

我的依赖。

地震的夜晚赶来作伴，

重感冒的凌晨煮着稀饭，

这个让我哭过的人多么温暖，

我感谢我们不完美却坦白自然，

我们从牵手放手 又牵手走过来，

愿意为更懂你的心spending on my life,

每当情绪像海你只抱我从不催我讲出来，

我就明白你是我的依赖。。。

我们从期待失落 又期待走过来，

愿意为一起看未来spending all my life,

每当变成习惯生活太淡總有感动的以外，

我就明白你是我的依赖。。。

就算说幸福都由老天在管，

只借不送我还是不肯还，用真爱耍赖，

我们从日出日落 又日出走过来，

愿意为爱你去忙碌，spending all my life,

每当命运变幻需要狂欢需要流泪你都在，

我就明白你是我的依赖，

我们明白爱是互相依赖。。。

new crazy sem

i have been thinking for very long time since the 3rd sem start, the first day start till now, there are alot of things need to be realy consider about.... is like havent start 3rd sem i already have few big project on my hand...i am totally sick of it... i feel like i am done... i am so tired that no one ever know.. physically , mentally and my soul... i can still survive till now is because of my family, frens and of cuz the most is my special person that i realy into that support me so much and lighten my days and my soul... i realy appreciate all.. so that is why i still standing here strongly with my own face without my fake happy go lucky mask that i used to wear it... i am glad that i met that person...

ok, here is my sem project, i got few project that have to run in this sem, and i do have post in it, and i do need to take part of my archery competition due to i am one of the U team, and somemore i need to do some performance .... ridiculous right for me alone to do all this ? that is why i have been thinking deeply like crazy, wether i can handle and cope with it or not... at last i drop and quit one of project that i join since last sem that organize by my so called brother, i am so sorry to him, and i feel bad that i cant help him.. but i do tink that is the best way for my own good, and the project good too since i cant help much... after i tell him bout it, i feel a bit release and relieve at some point..haha.. sounds bad right? i know... but i do it for the best for both of us...hope he dont mind lar. but in my hand i still have one big project as i am one of the asst.leader of special task... i realy wanted to quit it also as i feel that i cant stand the conflict and fakeness in that project board... i realy dont like it... but i cant quit as i already do it half way and that i need to finish up what i suppose to do, and my special into person always support me so i still can coped with it... haha... and one more project is not very big project but still involve with all the student in UUM as the project is under UUMproject not DPP project... but it havent start yet... i hope i can handle it... this recently my fren and my senior keep on pull me into their project.. but i straight away reject it as i am really really not into the mood anymore and i dont have any free time for lioa... somemore i takin two my most important course(my major subject!!) and also LAW paper that i scare so much!!! shit!!

in the other hand i still have 3 or 4 competition that i need to compete for this sem... as i am one of my team member... i need to participate and i oso admit that this is a good chance to proof myself!but today i recieve a msg that is realy heart broken to me... i cant go to UPM competition that held on this 22th of july 2009...due to we dun have much time for preparation and the time is short... so my coach cancel it ... but i realy look forward bout it....haiz... and somemore that the 2nd competition is at melacca on 5th august, but i cant participate due to i have to attend my bro convo ... so i have to pass.. and the sarawak open, i oso have to pass as the date is crash with my moonfest charity trip... i am sooooooooooooooo piss off.... and dissapointed... alot... cuz i feel like prepare for nothing althou i still have many chances, but i do look foward for this time competition... haiz...maybe is fate ... have to accept it...

tell me guys, isit a crazy sem?? haha.. ops , somemore i have to perform dancing for few events.... lolz... i am going to be crazy this sem... but i will jis you!! cause i got people that support me and give me hope!!! i wont let u down de!!!jiz you!!! but still is a crazy sem...lolz

THE MAGIC WORD!(08/07/2009)

7/7/09 , tuesday nite, a cool and peaceful nite....

i jz finished my interview session for the new committee ... dam piss off, and tired actually cuz of some problem... but i very happy and excited , i cant wait to see someone new hair cut~ i am so curious bout it, wanted to have a look how noob izit, hahah... but no matter wat hairstyle oso will be the best that person. hehe, when i see , is almost the same lar, ntg big change, still the same, that i into de person... never change my mind at all, ever! we chat for few hours and very happy!!! i enjoy alot!!!

But because of tmr i nid to wake up early as i got class at 8am.... i cant wake up de!!!! i 10am class oso skip de... lolz...so that person ask me to take rest earlier... actually i don wan to slp so early cuz i wan accompany that person, i wan slp after that person,everyday evevrynite, so that i can fang xin...haha..

this is the main point.... something realy realy a magic that person give to me ... althou is jz a simple word, but it change and paint all my life, my love, my heart, and my soul , everything of me!!! i am soooo ... hard to explain... is jz a word that that person keep in heart, but manage to split it out to me.... is a miracle!!!! i know that person is a very cant express well the feeling de.. but manage to split to me... means i am the luckiest person in the world!!! is jz few words, but very meaningful to me!!! i was like stun....all i can say is thank you only that time... the moment that person say out, the second start change everything in our life.... thank you... i first time feel i am valueable and i am alive in this world...i first time feel the love, the real love.... arrigatou for everything... thank u for the magic word... i love u...

it's you

it's you,

is only u for me...

it's you...

i don't need anyone else, it's only you for me,

even if you ask me again, it's only you for me,

you might have loved others before(it's you),

but i cant let you go, i cant turn back (it's you),

the moment my gaze began to burn(it's you),

the moment the nail was wedged deep into my heart(it's you),

without any regrets, i chose you(it's you),

yes, for me , it's you, oh, i

no matter what anyone any one says, it doesn't matter to me,even if anyone says bad things bout us, i'll look at only you,

even if i were to be born again, it's still only you for me,

(tic toc tic toc) even the times goes by. oh , i

even when i tell you i love you,

telling you thousands of times,

to make my heart burn and my dry lips worn out,

evevn if i were to be born again, it's still only you for me,

(tic toc tic toc) even the times goes by....

oh, only for you,

oh oh , only for you,

it's you...

there's no need for words.

it's just you for me(it's you),

even if u say it's too late,

it's just you for me(it's you),

though i know it's a wrong love(it's you),

i cant give up, i'll never be able to let u go(it's you),

my cold lips are calling for you(it's you),

hot ly, it's shouting , look for you(it's you),

even if u don't respond when i call u(it's you),

i'm still waiting for u....

it's you,

is only you for me.....

one minute one second

I cant let go,

i see u no matter where i look...(my crumbling heart)

i cant hide,

baby for one minute, one second...

i cant let go,

i hear ur voice no matter where i go...(my broken heart)

i cant breath,

baby for one minute , one second...

even for one moment , one minute , one second...

You said u were having bad condition day,

you said your eyes were puffy,

and fell back asleep...

Sulking, i silently took off my jacket,

picked up the phone and ordered take out...

Closed the curtain, and without knowing how many hour passed

watching dvd's...(just u and me...)

the sound of ur breath as you leaned beside of me,

i thought that it was a good thing we didn't go out...

Ridiculously these thoughts still tormant me...

i unexpectedly remember the lame jokes you made and i fall apart,

moments that are realy no big deal upset me,

i suddenly remember the faces that you used to make and i break apart...

I cant let go,

i see u no matter where i look...(my crumbling heart)

i cant hide,

baby for one minute, one second...(even if time stops , my heart stops...)

i cant let go,

i hear ur voice no matter where i go...(my broken heart)

i cant breath,

baby for one minute , one second...

even for one moment , one minute , one second...

No matter wher u went,

at the restaurant right at the corner,

when u sat in your little corner,

you laid ur hands on the table and looking curiously,

when u were tired and yawned,

you kept the tears you wiped away,

and u would smile like an idiot,

showing ur cute face and say u are not tired...

whenever u drank water,

the pinky that u raised,

the watery eyes that could make me blind,

i thought your clumsy chopstik skills were charming,

your full lips,

i hoped it would be forever...

This is L.O.V. to the E,

this autobiographical memory twist my heart,

flips me upside down,

with never ending tears...

see love could sahke a hurricane,

the raindrops that blow against my feelings , one drop the little memories...

like how this little chatting between us , makes our memories became infinty,

eventhough it just a night,

the memories of us will never ending at here,

like the first kiss on cheeks

it's a while, but long lasting....

(damn,i love u...)

I cant let go,

i see u no matter where i look...(my crumbling heart)

i cant hide,

baby for one minute, one second...

i cant let go,

i hear ur voice no matter where i go...(my broken heart)

i cant breath,

baby for one minute , one second...

even for one moment , one minute , one second...

Even for one moment,(for one minute , one second)....

Even for one moment,(for one minute , one second)....

Even for one moment,(for one minute , one second)....

i cant let go,(the whisper that takes my breath away..)

for one moment...(our sweet secrets..)

for us who are as sad as our love was beautiful...(my tears always remember you..)

i cant let go,(our quirks and habbits..)

for one moment...(the beautiful moments..)

still for one moment,

for one minute, one second...

i wish i can turn back...(for one minute, one second...)

i love u...

an unforgetful memory at taiping(30/06/2009)

29/06/2009 monday, today feeling is quite mix up.... i dono wether that i shuld be happy or i shuld be angry of myself... is a very confused feeling throughout the day...so i keep on find somehing to do... to keep myself busy for not thinking that much...

hm... today is the day i feel like i am not a good son for the first time... i feel like i very 'pan ni'.. but i do it with no regret at all... i mean at all!!! not a bit!!! cuz i do it with my own good and is for my future.. i realy believe wat i am doin now is the rite way... i nid to sacrifice something to gain something, life is like that... so i am happy and glad with wat i choose... no regret....

The thing that i choose is to go and meet my future, my frens and my love one....

So on that day, i try to finish all the stuff i havent finish yet, i clean the house and mop the floor... so that at least i help something for my parents, and to cover up my badness... lolz... sounds cheap... when everything was done, the times was bout to depart to the bus station liao... my parents were like very upset with i had choosed, but i cant change already. i cant do anything but to listen to my heart and kind of igonre them ... i am sooooooo bad... i don wan to... when the first step i walk out my door, the day started to rain dizzily, at first i was thinking that it jz for a while, but who knows, when we jz started the car and to drive out bout 2km, the rain drops heavily!!! and is kind of like thunder storm, the lightning was scary!! the worst thing ever comes next, my dads car broke down in half way, it cant moved at all, is very unlucky and is so weird that everything comes along together in the same time!! i started to tink that is it the god trying test me wether i can hold on with what i chose?? i keep on thinking.... then my bro drive another car to fetch us all... at that time i was trying to tink positively, and try not to tink the bad thing.. keep on holding on!! when we reach the bus station, my parents face dun look happy at all, they are upset with me and worry cuz the weather is terrible, they keep on asking y i choose today? then i told them , i am 21 years old, dun worry too much, i will take of myself. is time for me to board on the bus... is abouttime, 8.30pm, but suddenly the jpj come and check the bus driver... is so unfortunate, i was worry is it i choosen the wrong path?? but in the end, i don care anymore, i on bus bus now... jz go for it!! i am coming , taiping!!!

on the journey to taiping, i actually cant rest well, cuz i dono where the bus stop and when and i cant wait to meet K, cuz i nvr been there, so i keep on looking around, so that i dun miss the stop... 4am, finally i see taiping's tol station, hm... i tink is bout time to cal my fren,K, but mana tau, he waiting me at the bus station since 3something!!! i am so paiseh, cuz my bus reach the bus station at 4.30am!!!haiz... when i go out from the bus, i saw my fren waitin there, is so paiseh that time, but in the mean time, i am soooooooooooo happy till is hard to express the feeling.. i was giggling when i was in K's car. but i try to be as cool as funny as happy as i can. to be honest i am kind of shy person, but when i was with K, i am totally different! is so weird, but i like it!! K oso very kind and polite to me, but we also got argue in a good way la bit, since we two used to kacau and tease each other alot.. hehe... is so like paradise!!! then we stop at mamak stall to have a drink and chating for a while, i am so excited to be here!! then we plan alot of thing for the day... K list out the places we want to go later. but we went back to take a shower b4 we start the plan cuz is still in the dawn...

first station, we went to take br8fast at maxim dim sum!!! is nice!!! thx K!! then we chit chat for a long time and yum cha, i mean realy yum cha, we drink tie guan ying.. haha.. is sooo like senior citizens stuff.. but is ok with me and K...then after that we go for a movie, transformer 2:the rise of the fallen!! is so dam cool!!! i can say that , is my coolest situation ever in my life, watch with K is sooo, i cant imagine, is a very weird but happy feeling!!!then after that, we went to kim gary, as is our two favorite restaurant ever, we keep on chitchat nonstop and get to know more bout each other, and i found out that we two are so much similarity between us two!!! is almost like 99% same!!unbelievable!!! then after that, we went back home to take a rest, since K is absolute tired dy, wake up so early in the morning to wait for me, and somemore K is a 'sleeping pig' , hehe, to me la. lol.... after that we go for for our dinner at sushi king~ is enjoyable, and i cant imagine that in small town like taiping oso got sushi king and starbuck... hahaha.... after that, we go for a walk then go starbuck on9.... we have a drink while on9 at there, but we two never stop chitchatting for the whole day!!haha.. is like unstopable topic ever... everything also we can talk...then is about 12.30am.... i din realize that the time being with K passed so fast.... it feels like i only being with K for not more than one minute.... is so fast.... is a very hard feeling... i wan to stop the time but i cant... so we decided to go back home to rest earlier...cuz K is been like so tired, and sleepy , and blur blur... u can see the eyes and the expression are so cute... but K still say that very energetic... eh... i am not blind ok? i jz a bit dumb but no dumb till cant see ur the face...haha.. when we arrive home, the day is started to rain heavily, is so romantic situation... haha.... hm.... alot of unexpected things happen to me on that day.... i cant stop for recalling wat happen the whole day.... is been like paradise... to me with K... i cant stop my mind... i cant sleep eventhou i am dam tired, but the feeling the heartbeat is so like playing rollercoaster on that time... i cant express much... then we have a talk b4 we went to slp, of cuz K slp first lar, cuz .... haha.. is cute situation.. lolz... so... i oso fall asleep after K slp for a while...

when the alarms rang... i wish i din hear it!!, i wish that i can slp 4ever on K's bed... haha... i dun wish to go back.... i wan to be at there... 4ever and always... but that is jz a lie to ourself... the time is not goin to stop, bo bian but to wash up ourself, and go take br8fast b4 i depart... is a very hard time to me.... i bet K too... maybe i come to taiping is a major impact for K too.. i am sorry and thanks to K alot... my mind is all about K now... haha...i dun know how to show and express out my feeling on that time... is very hard and sour in the same time...theres alot of thing in my mind... i wan to speak out, but i cant...haiz....we go round the taiping lake , althou K not very familiar with the route lar, but still K brings me go round...hahaha...gao xiu...

i miss K alot.... cuz K treat me so good... althou we jz know each other for not long time... but K makes me feel very comfortable and peace and sooo... is hard to explain...i dono.... my bus will be depart on 12pm...K insist to accompany me till i onboard the bus... i feel bad cuz i know K is in very tired situation.... but i kind of happy and wish that K will not leave me 4ever...haha... is a very unrealistic world in my mind... then we chitchat in the car normally, as we used to till the times come.... i dun wan to go down from K's car... but i have to...haiz...**

i cant say out anything from my mind dy.... i feel like i cant breath, when i walk towards the bus... no one ever know what is the feeling that i facing now....

all i jz wanted to say to K is that i am realy thank you and appreciate for what u have given to me... althou is just for one day, but it feels like u gave me my life!!!thank you for everything, thank you for the sweet memory ...i "adore" the feeling...i "adore" u K.... u know wat i mean.. haha

so i leave taiping with an unforgetfull memory in my life.... althou is a small town... but the impact is major to me... a person can give something larger than we ever imagine...thank you.... K....i will never ever forget it....